Currently dun hav the mood to updated the blog... Felt no mood for few days liao...Haiz... Sick summore...Please lar... Wat happen to me wor... Haiz... Sorry!!!

I'm sorry, my friend!!

Sorry, my friend!!! I shouldn't think that way about u!!! I had misunderstand u!!! Its a misunderstanding!!! Hope you are not angry at me!!! But if you are angry at me also it's worth!!! Who ask me is the one find trouble with you!! Haiz!! I regret everything that i've did to you!!! Hope u really not angry at me!!! Please!!! I've felt so guilty about it wor!!! Haiz!!! i've chosen the wrong path and wrong way!!! I'm sorry!!! I'm really really very sorry!!!

6/11--Jamuan Kelas

Today, my class and i had thrown a year and party for all the teacher and my class

wan student!!! Haha!!! Had so much fun together with each other!!
Have fellowship together!!! Very fun la!!! Haha!!! Happy day!!!
Here are some picture that i've taken during the jamuan!!

Smile Mich!!!

Tapau banyak sikit ah!!!

Elni!! Sempat lagi posing??

Fren, an advice for you from me!!

Fren,
I understand how u feel and thanks for sharing your problem wit me!! I'm glad u share your struggle to me cause i think you believe me and trust me!! I also want to say thanks for treating me as one of your best friend as you've told me!!! I'll continue to pray for you but most important is that you ask GOD to help you to solve it!! Continue to put your faith in Him. I'll also help you to find a way out from your struggle!! Don't care wat ur fren say to you!!! Just think it in a positive way!!! Don think too much!!! Promise me?? OK??

Crazy or wat??

Haha!!! I don't know wat happen to me today wor!!! Gone crazy liao!!! Keep saying hallo to everybody in school!!! Wahaha!!! Maybe i did not eat my medicine!!! Haha!!! Sot sot de me!!! Too happy liao maybe or wat!!! Haha!!! I don know la!!! Hope tomorrow will be a better day for me!!! Haha!! Will tomorrow be crazyier than today?? No one knows!!! Haha!!! Hope its ok!!!

Oh, Happy Day, Happy Day!!!

The meaning of my name!! Hehe!!

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality.You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

Its a misunderstand!!

Fren, i'm sorry for everything!!! I'm sorry tat i have misunderstand u!!! I'm sorry tat i treat u badly before this!!! I dun know anything!!! I just heard tat news from sumone!!! So i'm sorry!!! Please forgive me!!! Ok?? Really very sorry!!!

Felt bad about it!!! I'm really very sorry!!! Its a misunderstanding!!!

I'm sorry!!!! Very very sorry!!!

Haiz!!! So cham wor!!!

Haiz!! See u liao so worry wor!!! Wat happen to you liao!!! Y suddenly turn like tat liao wor?? U ok or not wor?? Wan to talk to u i oso dun dare liao!! I scared u angry at me!!! Hahaha!!! Dun know la!!! I oso dun know wat wan to do liao!!! So worry about you wor!!! Dunno how u doing now!!! Hope u ok la!!!

Wat happen to me??

Haiz... I dunno wat happen to me wor... Suddenly so many things happen!! Summore so many thing to think of again although finish PMR liao!! Why la!! Lord, please give me a peace of mind!!! I have too many struggle!! And my mind is all mess up!!

Please help me!!! Please pray for me!!

Not Fair!!

Yer... Why u like tat de wor... Why u treat me like tat... Why can't you accept what you have and don try to be very tamak wan so many... If you have 1 already enough la... Still wan meh!! Apperciate wan you have... Please la... Don make people suffer... Please... Enough!!! Not fair u know or not???

Diocese English Youth Camp 2008

On the 18 of last August, we've went to the diocese English Youth Camp that is held in the All Saints Church hosted by the Christ the King, Kingfisher Church in KK!! When our group reach Wisma Anglican, we quickly went for the registration and straight away put down our laguage and went for shopping in the CP known as Centre Point!! After shopping, we went back to Wisma for shower and also take some rest before the camp really start! There are so many activities during the camp such as worship, certain workshop, Game of LIFE and other fun stuff!!! I've also learn a lot of thing throughout this camp especially the eight beattitude(beautiful attitude)!!

I enjoyed this camp very much!!! The theme for this camp this year is also known as Challenging Lifestyle--Impact Generation III... I really enjoyed it!! I'll would like to encourage some of you to don miss this chance to follow it next year(if still Got)!!! God bless You!!

KK Trip!!! (Part 2)

After service when for a queue to wait for the Ferry

The car that queue behind our car

Inside the ferry, all the car behind our car... Got three big lorry behind leh

Old Kinarut town

My lovely dady in one of the Kinarut shop

Just reach my aunty's house! Haha... So tired

Sunset in Kinarut

See the moon there? Actually is morning

Sunrise early in the morning on the way to KK

KK Trip!!! (Part 1)

On the 17th of last August, my family and i went for a trip to KK straight after the church service!! We stay at my aunty's house in Kinarut for a nite before proceed to KK!! Then early the next morning, we make our way to KK town before sending me off to All Saints Church for my DEYC!! I've enjoy the trip!!! Thanks dad and mumy!!!

God Bless You!!

Late Updated!!!

Haha... Sorry for the late updated ah!!!

Being quite busy these few weeks cause PMR is near liao!! Haiz!!!

I'm sorry for all those viewer that i need to updated my blog later cause i don't have time for it now!! I'm going to updated it as soon as possible!!! Sorry!!!

May God bless you guys!!

Happy Day!!!

Yeah!!! Today so happy!!! Finally 1st trial over already!!! No need to worry so much liao!!! Oral test also over liao!!! And then this weekend going to holiday and going to camp too... I think it will be exiciting!! Sure wan la!!! Haiz... Cannot wait liao lor!!! Haha... Sooooooooooooo happy!!!

Haiz.... So cham o...

Today so cham o... Reach school early in the morning already noticed that my place got dog shit!!! So teruk o!!! Exam some more!!! Haiz!! Dunno how to exam with the dog shit there!!! Exam also no mood!!! Yer!!!!!! So teruk!!! So cham!!! Haiz!!! Tomolo exam again!!! Need to do weel in first trial wor... Gud luck lor AiLing!!!

And jie jie too!!! Do your best!!! God bless you!!!

Why must you hurt yourself?

Why must you hurt yourself? Why? Is hurting yourself a solution of a problem? No!!! Is not!! Theres no benefit if you hurt yourself!!! Only you will feel the hurt when you are hurting yourself!!! Please!!! God give you the body not to hurt it, not to spoil it!!! But to apperciate it and to protect it!!! There is no benefit if you hurt yourself!!! Please don't do it again!!! I don't want to see you do it again!!! Thanks!!! i know i don't have the right to ask you not to hurt yourself!!! But i only care for you then i say this!!! Please listen to me!!! Please!!! Don't hurt yourself again!!!

Don't!!!

Why? Why you like that?

Why o?? Why you always acted like that wan? You know or not? You everytime do like that, you know or not you make people suffer only!! You everytime think about yourself only!! Can't you think of people? Can you next time just look at something with caring people's feeling!!! Please lar!!! Don;t do this again!! Don't make people suffer anymore!!! Be a nice person so that you may have many friends!!! Please!!! Please!!! I beg you!!! Haiz!!!!

WHY??? Please tell me why!!

Oh No! God, help me!!

Oh no!!! First trial exam this week!!! How??? No!!!! Haiz... Need to study very very hard oh... But how ah?? Haiz so difficult!! How ah?? Erm... Don't want to fail again leh!!! To those who had view my blog, please pray for AiLing (thats me)... Pray that i will not fail again!!! K la... Need to Focus on my study wor... K, thats all for today... Updated again soon...

Test!!! Oh no!!!

Ah!!! Stress!!! Study!!!

I'm Sorry...

Hey, i just wanna say sorry to all those whom i've hurt you all...
I'm really wanna say sorry to you guys... I realised that i have done wrong to some of you... Sorry....

I'm sorry...

Have you ever?

Have you ever feel like someone is making fun of you behind you?
Have you ever feel that you wanna just get out of your this kind of life that you don't like?
Have you ever feel of running away from trouble that you faces?
Have you evry feel like lock youself in the room to cry?
Have you ever feel like crying under the rain so that no one sees that you are crying?
Have you ever feels like this?
Have you ever ponder about what happen happen in your baby life than your life now?
Have you ever?
I'm sick of my life in school!!!

Please!!!

Why? Why you always treat me like this? Why you don't understand me? Why you always scold me without giving me good reasons? Like yesterday, i didn't do any wrong things but i've been scold by you!! Why you always like this want? Can't you just give me a smooth life? Can't you just don't scold me for a day except saturday and sunday!! Please!! You make my life like this picture here!!

I don't to keep being like this!! I want to stop!! I wan to Leave!!

I thought, I can hold out in the end, But I was wrong. . . Finally I chose to give up. . . I do not want to compete any more. . . I have to give up, I wanted to leave! ! No matter what the results, I do not want to know, Now I just want to live happily. . . No matter what your choice, I have nothing to say, I can not say the words bless you, I can only respect your choice I have to give up! ! I wanted to leave! ! I can not afford to win this competition! ! They can not see the words as the blade to keep my heart into the thorns. . . I can not bear this pain! !

True Friends?!! Where?? How??

True Friends? What's the real mening hidden behind these words? A friends who is there whenever you faces any trouble? OR a friends who will quickly run away from you whenever you tell her that you got problem? True friends is really hard to find!! Where can we find true friends? Where can we look for one? The only group of friends that we can find so easily is only a good or best friends who can sometime also betray you when you two are in a fight.. Haiz... Why this things happen? Why like can't be so simply? Why can't be a simply life? Why unlucky things will happen to us? Why? Why happen to us? Why??? Why will we lose our true friends too?

Why? Why me? Why?!!

You keep saying me stupid stupid!! I know la... I agree that i am very stupid wan!! But you no need to say that over and over again in front of me la... Why? You wan the whole world to know that i am stupid is it? If yes, use the loudspeaker lar.. I know la you very clever. Always score wan. But you say like that you also don't know that you have already hurt me la.. You know la i very sensitive wan.. Please... Next time.. Please think before you say anything.. Think that whether you talk it you will hurt that person or not.. To tell you the truth ah, you already hurt many people ba... Please don't keep continue to hurt people want heart... Please don't keep continue to do the same thing all over again. If you do that, thanks!! I apperciate it!! I also don't want to hurt you la.. tahu tahu la ah who are you!!

Siapa yang makan cili, dia yang terasa pedas!!!

What a week?!!

Monday,
Our school have election for the Ahli Lembaga Koperasi. My name was on the list of the Ahli Lembaga Koperasi. So, i've been elected. But the problem here now is i don't want. Why?? I don't like to have any jawatan in school. Then in the afternoon again, my class got sit for the diagnotic test, but i don't know how to answer the paper wor... Haiz.. I'm so blur.. +_+

Tuesday,
This week, my school guru bertugas is our disipline teacher. So, early in the morning, i late go down to the assembly hall but luckily the national song not yet start. My friends who come down late then me wan leh, they stucked and they need to sing the national songs in front of everybody on the stage. Haha... So funny... They laugh while they sing. Haha...

Wednesday,
Today, i got signed up for the Ujian Kenaikan Pangkat Koperal and Lans Koperal. I felt so nervous once i enter the examination hall. Hehe... After they give out the paper, i started to flt so confident. I took long time to complete the paper and i've also cracked my head to do it. Haha...

Thursday,
Nothing special happen today. Everything goes smoothly..

Friday,
Today is the 1st of August liao. PMR is coming nearer and nearer each day.. Please pray for AiLing(thats me). ^.^ Hehe... Thanks.

Stresssssss Week.......

This week had been such a stress week for me..

Monday,
Today, i had been scold by some of my frenz without giving me any ood reason why they wan to scold me..

Tuesday,
Many things had happen to me, i dun know is by accident or purposely happen to me wor.. Haiz.. So fan..

Wednesday,
Our class had been scold my our teacher just because we din wipe our whiteboard and she punish us to wash the all the toilet and all the longkang in the school. But, enjoy laughing all the way after washing cause 1 of my fren fall down and did something funny in front of our senior..

Thursday,
Dun know wat happen to me lar... Like so stress the whole day in school.. But, recess time the same fren of mine also did something funny in front of the same senior... Haha...

Friday,
Hehe... Nothing happen to me lar.. Still ok lor... 1 of my friend had become my sao ba xin (Broom Star) Haha...

An unlucky day

Today is an unlucky day for me... I dun know why la tat teacher also everytime so late come in the class... But today punya la main on time she come in the class... Mood no good tat teacher.. Come in the class liao gila wan, first thing terus scold the whole class.. Tiba-tiba lagi tat... Haiz... So cham.. do wrong a bit oso kena marah edi.. Haiz.. so teruk o... Then ah, the person yang no wrong wan also kena marah suddenly.. Haiz.. Dun know how to say la... Asalkan i think the teacher ..... wan la.. Can somebody tell me wats the real meaning of IF ANY or should i say JIKA ADA.. All i know even a primary student also know wats the meaning la.. But this my teacher ah, dun even know the real meaning of this o... How she wan to teach la...

Hiaz..Tats all la...

Great Day

Abba Father & Dady.... Happy father's day... I feel very happy today cause i get to spend my time with my friend... I have such a wonderful time... And also i get to talk with my big sis today... I miz her sooo much o... Coz without her, i'm room alone... Hahaha... Hope she can come back fast fast la... Wahaha.... Thank God...

God Bless...

Wonderful Day

Today i've spent a great time together with my frenz... Very very tired but very happy... I'm also glad tat i oso can comfort one of my fren wit the word of the Lord... Hahaha... So tired... Hey sis, how r u o?? Miz u so much o... So boring o without u at home... Soooooo quite... Wahaha... Family day's amazing race is coming up in one more week o.. Haha... 2moro father's day... Dady, Happy father's day o...

Holidays....

Yeah... Holiday!! Finally i can rest my mind liao during this holiday... But few days after need to go school again... Haiz... So sian.... PMR is near liao again... So cham o... Haha... K, tat all for today... Keke... Wahaha...