I'm Sorry...

Hey, i just wanna say sorry to all those whom i've hurt you all...
I'm really wanna say sorry to you guys... I realised that i have done wrong to some of you... Sorry....

I'm sorry...

Have you ever?

Have you ever feel like someone is making fun of you behind you?
Have you ever feel that you wanna just get out of your this kind of life that you don't like?
Have you ever feel of running away from trouble that you faces?
Have you evry feel like lock youself in the room to cry?
Have you ever feel like crying under the rain so that no one sees that you are crying?
Have you ever feels like this?
Have you ever ponder about what happen happen in your baby life than your life now?
Have you ever?
I'm sick of my life in school!!!

Please!!!

Why? Why you always treat me like this? Why you don't understand me? Why you always scold me without giving me good reasons? Like yesterday, i didn't do any wrong things but i've been scold by you!! Why you always like this want? Can't you just give me a smooth life? Can't you just don't scold me for a day except saturday and sunday!! Please!! You make my life like this picture here!!

I don't to keep being like this!! I want to stop!! I wan to Leave!!

I thought, I can hold out in the end, But I was wrong. . . Finally I chose to give up. . . I do not want to compete any more. . . I have to give up, I wanted to leave! ! No matter what the results, I do not want to know, Now I just want to live happily. . . No matter what your choice, I have nothing to say, I can not say the words bless you, I can only respect your choice I have to give up! ! I wanted to leave! ! I can not afford to win this competition! ! They can not see the words as the blade to keep my heart into the thorns. . . I can not bear this pain! !

True Friends?!! Where?? How??

True Friends? What's the real mening hidden behind these words? A friends who is there whenever you faces any trouble? OR a friends who will quickly run away from you whenever you tell her that you got problem? True friends is really hard to find!! Where can we find true friends? Where can we look for one? The only group of friends that we can find so easily is only a good or best friends who can sometime also betray you when you two are in a fight.. Haiz... Why this things happen? Why like can't be so simply? Why can't be a simply life? Why unlucky things will happen to us? Why? Why happen to us? Why??? Why will we lose our true friends too?

Why? Why me? Why?!!

You keep saying me stupid stupid!! I know la... I agree that i am very stupid wan!! But you no need to say that over and over again in front of me la... Why? You wan the whole world to know that i am stupid is it? If yes, use the loudspeaker lar.. I know la you very clever. Always score wan. But you say like that you also don't know that you have already hurt me la.. You know la i very sensitive wan.. Please... Next time.. Please think before you say anything.. Think that whether you talk it you will hurt that person or not.. To tell you the truth ah, you already hurt many people ba... Please don't keep continue to hurt people want heart... Please don't keep continue to do the same thing all over again. If you do that, thanks!! I apperciate it!! I also don't want to hurt you la.. tahu tahu la ah who are you!!

Siapa yang makan cili, dia yang terasa pedas!!!

What a week?!!

Monday,
Our school have election for the Ahli Lembaga Koperasi. My name was on the list of the Ahli Lembaga Koperasi. So, i've been elected. But the problem here now is i don't want. Why?? I don't like to have any jawatan in school. Then in the afternoon again, my class got sit for the diagnotic test, but i don't know how to answer the paper wor... Haiz.. I'm so blur.. +_+

Tuesday,
This week, my school guru bertugas is our disipline teacher. So, early in the morning, i late go down to the assembly hall but luckily the national song not yet start. My friends who come down late then me wan leh, they stucked and they need to sing the national songs in front of everybody on the stage. Haha... So funny... They laugh while they sing. Haha...

Wednesday,
Today, i got signed up for the Ujian Kenaikan Pangkat Koperal and Lans Koperal. I felt so nervous once i enter the examination hall. Hehe... After they give out the paper, i started to flt so confident. I took long time to complete the paper and i've also cracked my head to do it. Haha...

Thursday,
Nothing special happen today. Everything goes smoothly..

Friday,
Today is the 1st of August liao. PMR is coming nearer and nearer each day.. Please pray for AiLing(thats me). ^.^ Hehe... Thanks.